Failure

Failure hits hard. Especially when you see people around you doing much better than you.

My results are a fucking joke. If you need a good laugh, come ask me for them.

I'm grateful for the encouragement and all, but i believe both you and i know the kind of hot soup that i'm in right now. Nonetheless, thanks people.

Am i ever good at anything? All the effort i've put into practising papers and studying notes, still boils down to nothing. NOTHING. Everything is equally horrible. Even my favourite subject. Can i please have at least a set of good results to be happy for? Sigh.

I'm depressed. Really depressed. Never felt this down before, ever.